&&. Its Called Scheduled Outrage.

Flufa&&Aisling Just After Leaving The House.
I'm Left With The Mother.
Fun.
Anyone Ever Just Stick On A Pair Of Headphones
Just To Look Like You Can't Hear Things Around You?
Whether Its A Conversation You Know Doesn't Welcome You,
Or Just The Monotonous Droning On Of Said Mother?
Sometimes The Headphones Aren't Even Plugged In!
Ridiculous - [[There I Go Again.]]

I Watched Big Brother With The Parents.
Hey Hey. Shut Up! I Don't Feel Well Okay??
Jeez.
Wasn't Exactly The Highlight Of My Day.
I'll Leave That To The Near Passing Out
Or When I Received €20 For 2&&A Half Hours Work[=
Happy Bunny?
Yessum.
Roll On Another Drunken Thursday Night.
I've Heard That The Sunday Night Ridleys Is The New Thursday Night Silence.
Bahahahahahahaha.
Good One!

Pretty Zonked Out Atm.
Summers Make Me So Tired All The Time.
I Think Its The Struggle To Find Something Enjoyable To Do Every Single Day.
There Is Only So Much A Girl Can Have Of Shopping, Of Eating, Of Drinking, Of
Socializing && Of Computerizing.
Lets Face It. Dundalk Sucks.
&& It Ain't Gonna Get So Pretty Now I Have To Return To Education Come The 28Th Of August With Four Of My Best Friends Gracing Dublin&&GMIT With Their Presence.
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I've Met The Life Long Question Today.
What Do Women Want.
Yes I Know I Am In Fact One Of These People But The Term ''Women''
Ugh.
Its Horrible. I Feel Like A Shrivelled Prune Anytime Someone Calls Me A Woman!
Lady, I Prefer:].
But Meh. Every Single Lady Knows What I'm Talking About.
What Do We Want.
Two Things.
All The Time.
It Can't Be Done.
Well...It Could In Some Perfect Universe Where You Can Trust EVERYONE.
But Na Ah. Not Here.
Always Wanting Two Different Things.
Right Now...It Kills Me What I Want.
&& That I Know I Can't Have It.
Not Now Anyway.
Maybe In A While.
But What If It's Too Late?...
Anyone Understand...?

I'm Contemplating College Options.
I Know, A Year To Go, Whatever.
Well Basically I Was Thinking Of Moving Away.
Not Province.
I Was Thinking More Country...Or Continent.
Whats Really Keeping Me In Dundalk?
What I Want I Can't Have, What I Don't Want Is Being Thrown At Me!
I Feel Like Hibernating.
But Not In My House.
Maybe On A Sofa.
A Cosy Sofa.
Moptop Has A Cosy Sofa...Meh...Cats Would Annoy Me After A While...
Hmmmmm.
Away From Parents.
Away From Confusion.
Responsibility.
Worry.

When I Find Such A Place...
I'll Let You Know.
That Is, If Anybody Else Out There Is Looking For Such A Place...

Rant Over?
Barely.

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