&&. Let Me See Now.

Catch Up In Order?
Yah I Thought So Too.
Basically I Haven't Been Blogging Due To The
Fact That August Is Fecking Busy.
Anyone Know The Honey Bee Is Dying Out?
There's Enough Bloody Wasps Pottering Around!
Useless Creations Of An Evil Force.
Fucking Hate Them.

Nobody In The House. Woke Up && Nobody Was Here.
Would Almost Be Ghostly If I Wasn't Used To It
&& Would Be Pretty Silent If ''Okay, Time For Plan B''
Wasn't Raping The Computer Speakers To Put It Nicely.
Well That && ''Lego Haircut, A Polka Dot Dress...''
A Great Hadouken! Line.

Had My 18th Last Week.
Last Thursday.
Sergeant Sarah's Inoxegen.
Amazing Night. So Many People.
Perhaps Remembering Some Of The Night May
Have Made It Better...But Thats Just A Theory.
Amazingness Had By All.
Thank Jiminy[=
Alot Of Alcohol Consumed...Just ANOTHER Excuse To Get Drunk.
There's Been Too Many Of Them This Week Tbh.
The Pirate Party Shortly Followed My 18th.
Fnu Fnu Fnu.
&& The Partyholic I Am Decided To Go Out The Night After To Ridlleys.
Also Known As The Night Before My Debs.
A Great Ridleys. It Included Suprising Guest, A Very Drunken Meghan &&
Falling Asleep In Mini Stoop.
Just Realised The Bottom Of My Feet Are BOLLOXED.
Fuck!!
Where Was I??
Oh Right, The Debs Followed. I'm Thinking Debs Aren't Really My Scene.
Found Myself Looking At The Door A Few Times...Could Have Been To Look For Gatecrashers
Or A Near Exit.
Don't Get Me Wrong. Any Time Where Im Present With Jenieve && We're Dancing
Is Great. However, Drunken Messes Are Not So Much Fun&&Was Surrounded By Them.
The Only Solution Would Be To Join Them But Decided Against It.
I Was On Pepsi For The Majority Of The Night.
Had Mini Breakfast Rolls To Constitute An Empty Stomach.
A Deplorable Arrangement Of Food But Better Than Nothing At The Tender
Hour Of Five In The Morning.
Back Into Town For Half Six. Home&&In Bed By Eight.

Never Go Into Town After.
SUCH. A. BAD. IDEA.
I'm On About After You've Gone Home&&Slept&&Wake Up&&Hit Town.
Unless You Had A Fricking Ace Sleep. By All Means Totter On In After You
Arrive Back After The Hotel But I Swear I Think All The PepsiGlucose Had
Manipulated My Brain Into Thinking I Was Jonty!
I Only Realised There Where Clips In My Hair A Good Hour After Walking Around
The Marshes.
Not As Bad As The Time I Walked Around The Marshes With My Jacket Inside Out.
Oh Yah.
Well Embarrasing.

Another Debs Tonight.
See How This One Goes.
Good Way To Get Rid Of All The Loose Rahypnol I Have Lying Around.
[Personal Joke.]

Rant Over?
I Like Toast.

x

&&.Its New Levels Of Exhaustion.

Wow, I'm Fucked.
I'm Really Really Tired!
Sometimes I'd Rather Chew My Own Arm Off Than Move.
Uneasy Sleep After Another Silence Thursday.
Another Great Silence Thursday.
But Without The Usual Peeps.
Jenny, Oh Where Art My Ivory?
&&.Flufa, It Just Is Never The Same.

Burning The Candle At Both Ends Apparently?
Blagh. Im That Tired Im Suprised I Haven't Hit
The Floor.
Much Like I Did Last Night.
Yes.
I Fell.
In Silence.
In Front Of The Bar.
Dying Dying, Died.
&&. Again Ontop Of Meghan, Outside Amber.
Sorry To The Rose Lady.
I Think I Scuffed Her Kankles With My Bag.
Much Apoligies Senorita!

Busy Times Ahead.
Lemmi See.
Tonight: Girly Sleepover/V Pillow Fights With Jenny.[Pfft.]
Tomorrow: Town With Fatty&&...Not Sure Yet.
&& Then We've Got Ridleys On Sunday Perhaps&& Wednesday
&& The Pirate Party FINALLY. && The Two Debs && My Birthday.
Busy Times.

Funniest Episodes Of Spongebob Today=]
Random Programme. Random Times.

Rant Over?
Fuck Off. I'm Tired.

x

&&. This Is Called ''Empty Dreams''.

Empty Dreams


You promised you'd see me play Daddy,
You promised you'd see me play.
I hit that ball so far in the air
Stars begged to stay in place.

I know now you couldn't come Daddy,
People with there pity can save.
You can't imagine the scrutinizing
As I stared down on your grave.

A lot of people came Daddy,
We stood out in the rain.
A parade of sorrow faces.
A parade of sorrow pain.

I see you in my dreams Daddy,
Because in them you didn't die.
The whole world is walking past us
But all I see is You and I.

Mum said you're always with me now,
But you are nowhere in sight.
I try and stay up late some nights
So you can wish me goodnight.

I'll stay up Daddy, and wait again,
But I guess we know what this means,
For the rest of my life
I'll only ever see you in my dreams.

&&. How Do You Like Your Socks

Okay Okay Okay.
I Know. Haven't Written In Ages.
I Don't Even Know If I Can Or Should Type The Things
That Have Been Stopping Me From Updating.
[= Its All Good Though.

HMMMMMM.//.
I've Been Out Far Too Much.
Far Far Too Much.
Thursday Nights Combined With Random House Parties Combined With Alcohol.
Also Combined With Me Running After Kittens Claiming Them To Be Kitty
Fantastico...Yeh. Exactly.

Slightly Paranoid Today.
Not Sure Why.
Ever Felt Like Your A Secret?
''Dirty Little Secret?''
Hmmmm. Alot Of Things Up In The Air Atm.
So Many Things Going On. So Many People Changing.
&& I Suppose To Some Extent I Have Too.
I Mean When Something Major Happens Nobody Comes Out
The Same.
It's Not Possible.
Its Sometimes Unexpected && Unsettling But I've Already Found My
Soulmate So Thats The Only Thing That Matter.
This Blog Is Dedicated To Jenny Durnin.

I'm Scared We're That Alike.
Even Her Boyfriend Said Its Scary.
We Can Talk Telepathicly Too=]
Beat That Bitches.

Some People Are Ridiculously Selfish!!
I Was Asked By SOMEONE Last Night
To Go From My House All The Way Into The Spirit Store
&& Then Back Out To Knockbridge.
All For A Naggin.

I'm Thinking Im Going To Have Withdrawl Symptoms.
When The Big Oul September Comes Back Into Play.=/
My New Found Money Has Kept My Social Scene A Going
&&Hitting Parkes&&Silence Tonight Now For A Hen Night.
Need To Do Some Serious Gokage To My Penneys Dress=]
New Found Love Of Altering.

I Think Its Really Funny When You Hear People Talking About YOUR Life.
You Know?
Like Someone Actually Had A Conversation About YOU.
&&.You Know Rightly It Wasn't All Good.
No Matter Who It Was.

Majella's Away=]

Rant Over?

Me?Rant?...Never!
x.