&&. Is It Just About Butterflies?

Another Inspired Talk From Ruckus.
Yah. I've Changed The Name.
Just A Better Selection For My Minions=]

Another Caffenine Inspired Gossip.
Another Query Raised.
Butterflies.
It Seems We're Living In A Society That Its All About
The First Time Feeling.
The First Kiss, The First Public Display Of Affection, The First Meeting
Of The Parents. I Believe Its These Feelings Which Make A Relationship
Worth While &&. Not Just These But The Continuation Of Every ''First''s
Which We All Know There Are Plenty Of.
However, Talking To Ruckus Made Me Realise, Some People Just Don't
Give You That Flutter, Or Your Skipped Heart Beat Everytime You See
Their Face && Not Only That, But Give You The Exact Opposite Approach To
Butterflies. Like Tummy Torture ...Or Moths.
In Our Fast Paced World, Everything Seems To Change Before We Even Take Notice.
Whether Its Flufa's Personality Or Hairstyles,
From Costa Iced Coffee's To Relationships.
It Seems Some People Are Not Worth Seeking Potential
Even Though It Could Be Under The Surface.
We Feel The Need To Avoid Our Moths && Spend Our Time Sat Around
A Telly Instead Of The Risk Of Bumping Into A Failed Pest.

Which Leads Me To Wonder:
Are We Giving In Instead Of Going Out &&
Does Boredom Eventually Take Over?

Well, To Be Honest, Boredom Has Set In.
In The Past Of Course.
&&. It Could For People Out There.
But For Now, Ruckus Is Happy.
But Believe Me When I Say, The Questions Won't Stop.
Just To Keep You On Your Toes.
=]

Dance Bitch.
Dance.

Rant Over?
Mmmmm. Rum Later Flufa. Bing Loves Ging.

x.

&&.Trust Tension?

Usually I Thought It Was A Parents Influence&& Stresses
That Could Be Passed Down Through The Ages.
But It Would Seem Relationship Histories Have Also Impacted
A Mental && Trust Blockage Into Our Brain Cells.
I Was Talking To My Trusty Aquantance [ I Have Many, Believe Me, Its
Not Just One Girl With ALOT Of Issues], && She Backed Up
My Notion That Severe Paranonia Can Lead From The End Of One
Relationship To The Next.

As If There Isn't Enough Issues Plagueing Teengaers These Days,
They Have To Continue Them && Pass Them On, Like A Cold...
Or A Lamp.
Aquantance...[Lets Name Aquantance Instead Of Giving Away The Identy
Of My Problem Infested Friends..]
Imogen.
I Like Imogen.
Always Have. Reminds Me Of Imagine. Which, The Dreamer I Am, Does Alot Of.

So Imogen, My Trusty Friend, Let Me In On A Secret.
Its Never Easy Going, After Getting Hurt && Experiencing
A Huge Change In Your Life && Its Easy To Get Emotions
Confused Or Have Them Clouded So That Its Hard To See
What Sometimes Is Right In Front Of You, Unless Its A Bad
Thing.

Which Leads Me To A Simple Question:
Does It Have To Hurt, To Make It Better?

Rant Over?
Its Not About The Time, Its About The Exception=]

x.

&&. Is There Such A Thing As A Guy Guarantee?

BACK TO SCHOOL.
Believe Me...
It's Not As Bad As I Make It Out To Be.
Sixth Year So Far Is Kicking Fifths Ass.
True I've Been In For...A Total Of Five Days.
But Still.

&&. Btw I Was Completely Right In Thinking I'd Be Having
Withdrawl Symptoms About Going Out.
I Find Myself Rolling Around My Bed Twitching With The
Demur Of An Epileptic Pigeon.
Argh. The Cacophony Of It All=[

School Inspires Alot Of Great Conversations Actually.
For Instance.
The Term-->

''Guy Guarantee''.

I Was Chatting To An Aquintance Of Mine Recently To Be Met
With A Safety Net In Male Form.
It Would Appear Us Modern Day Folk Are Supposed To All Have
A Redress In The Shape Of A Boyo.
To Put It In Other Words, Watch This Space:

A Young Single Girl. Goes Out With Her Friends, Has A Good Night.
No One Paticularly Interesting Out That Night But Her ''Guy Guarantee''.
The Person She Is Guaranteed To Fall Back On If All Else Fails.

The More&&More I Thought About It, The More&&More Girls
I Know Have This Paticular Gurantee.
But What Are The Rules Of Such A Deliberation?
What Are The...Terms&&Conditions, So To Speak, Of This Purchase?

Lets Go Back To This Girl.
Sure She Could Hook Up With Someone Else If Out.
But If The Gurantee Was Out, Is It Safe To Continue With Others?
Is There A Point, When The Guarantee Becomes More A Trap?

Rant Over?
School Brings Out The Worst In Me.
x.