&&.I'll Have A Time Machine With That FlippyDop.//

Dear Everyone.
Happy 2nd Of November.
Feck, I Thought It Was Still The First.
Last Day Of Midterm.
Last Two Hours To Be Exact.
Major Sigh.
Midterm Was One Of My Best.
Lots Of Sleepovers With Him, Lots Of Shopping
&&. Drinking.
Halloween, Usually A Holiday With Some Many Unfulfilled Expectations
Was Actually Great This Year.
Drink Fuelled Fun In The Warmth Of A Bonfire.
Along With A Finnish Girl, Two Spice Girl Fans, A Parent Who Wants To Send Me To A Vet
&& This Amazing Mad Lady
Who I Enjoy Conversing With While Intoxicated
Even If I Do Accidentally Headbutt Her In The Process Of A Drunken Hug.

I Love Midterms. But Hate Them.
Ruckus Has A Problem With Them Too.
You Get A Taste Of Freedom In Midterms.
A Taste Of College Life &&. A Taste Of Bitterness Of
Realising Your Still Months Away From Summer &&.
That Actual Routine.
A Taste Of What Your Life Would Actually Be Like Without
Responsibilities &&. Where Your Priorities Lye.
Midterms Are Great. Any Breaks Are. But There's Always
A Certain Jeering Essense About Them.
Its Like The Schools Way Of Saying
''Right Look Here Kiddos. We'll Give You A Nice Nap
But Your Fuckin Getting Your Ass Back In A Week''.
Not So Nice.

Another Not So Nice Thing This Week.
Supposed Friends.
Hahahahahahahaha.
It Makes Me Laugh How Much I Regret Trusting People.
Simple BestFriend Rules Where Broken To The Max
Over This Week.
Funny How Easily A Friendship Can Be Thrown Away
&&. How Easily Things Could Have Been Mended If They
Had Attempted To Explain The Situation Or The Actual Event
To Me In Person/Phone/Text/Email/Bebo.
But Nada. It Seems Said Person Had Other Ideas On Her Mind.
But Lets Face It, When Have You Put Others First?.

&&. These Are The Only Lines You Will Be Wasting Because
Discussing This, You, Honestly, Is A Waste.
There's A Difference Between Being An S.B
&&. A Friend.
Somewhere Along The Lines, You Forgot.
Pity.

When Everythings Going Great&&. Everything Down
To A Simple Cup Of Coffee && Chicken Make You Happy,
Its Hard Not To Be Pragmatic [Realistic DollyBird.//=]
About Your Life &&. Your Current Way Of Living.
We Forget To Be Cautious Until Something Hits Us
&&. Brings Us Back Down To Earth.
Whether Its Old Memories Or A Dramatic Event.
Why Is It, Everytime Things Are Going Well,
Something As Simple As The End Of A MidTerm Can Drag Us
Back Down?
Are We Setting Ourselves Up For Disappointment Or
Can There Simply Be Too Much Of A Good Thing?

Better Yet.
Does Everything Happen For A Reason?

Rant Over?
Stitched Me A Headbutt In My Sleep.
Good Times.

x.//